Mr. Thrale's attentions and my own now became so acceptable to him, that he often lamented to us the horrible condition of his mind, which, he said, was nearly distracted: and though he charged us to make him odd solemn promises of secrecy on so strange a subject, yet when we waited on him one morning, and heard him, in the most pathetic terms, beg the prayers of Dr. Delap [the Rector of Lewes] who had left him as we came in, I felt excessively affected with grief, and well remember my husband involuntarily lifted up one hand to shut his mouth, from provocation at hearing a man so widely proclaim what he could at last persuade no one to believe; and what, if true, would have been so unfit to reveal. Mr. Thrale went away soon after, leaving me with him, and bidding me prevail on him to quit his close habitation in the court, and come with us to Streatham, where I undertook the care of his health, and had the honour and happiness of contributing to its restoration.'
It is not possible to reconcile the contradiction in dates between Johnson and Mrs. Piozzi, nor is it easy to fix the time of this illness. That before February, 1766, he had had an illness so serious as to lead him altogether to abstain from wine is beyond a doubt. Boswell, on his return to England in that month, heard it from his own lips (post, ii. 8). That this illness must have attacked him after March 1, 1765, when he visited Cambridge, is also clear; for at that time he was still drinking wine (ante, Appendix C). That he was unusually depressed in the spring of this year is shewn by his entry at Easter (ante, p. 487). From his visit to Dr. Percy in the summer of 1764 (ante, p. 486) to the autumn of 1765, we have very little information about him. For more than two years he did not write to Boswell (post, ii. 1). Dr. Adams (ante, p. 483) describes the same kind of attack as Mrs. Piozzi. Its date is not given. Boswell, after quoting an entry made on Johnson's birthday, Sept. 18, 1764, says 'about this time he was afflicted' with the illness Dr. Adams describes. From Mrs. Piozzi, from Johnson's account to Boswell, and from Dr. Adams we learn of a serious illness. Was there more than one? If there was only one, then Boswell is wrong in placing it before March 1, 1765, when Johnson was still a wine-drinker, and Mrs. Piozzi is wrong in placing it after February, 1766, when he had become an abstainer. Johnson certainly stayed at Streatham from before Midsummer to October in 1766 (post, ii. 25, and Pr. and Med. p. 71), and this fact lends support to Mrs. Piozzi's statement. But, on the other hand, his meetings with Boswell in February of that year, and his letters to Langton of March 9 and May 10 (post, ii. 16, 17), shew a not unhappy frame of mind. Boswell, in his Hebrides (Oct. 16, 1773), speaks of Johnson's illness in 1766. If it was in 1766 that he was ill, it must have been after May 10 and before Midsummer-day, and this period is almost too brief for Mrs. Piozzi's account. It is a curious coincidence that Cowper was introduced to the Unwins in the same year in which Johnson, according to his own account, had his first knowledge of the Thrales. (Southey's Cowper, i, 171.)
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FOOTNOTES:
[1] Post, iv. 172.
[2] Post, iii. 312.
[3] Post, i. 324.
[4] History of the Decline and Fall of the Roman Empire, ed. 1807, vol. i. p. xi.
[5] Post, iii. 230.
[6] Post, i. 7.
[7] Post, ii. 212.
[8] Post, i. 7.
[9] Post, iv. 444.
[10] Post, ii. 100.
[11] Post, iv. 429; v. 17.
[12] Post, v. 117.
[13] Post, i. 472, n. 4; iv. 260, n. 2; v. 405, n. 1, 454, n. 2; vi. i-xxxvii.
[14] Post, i. 60, n. 7.
[15] Post, ii. 476.
[16] Post, vi. xxxiv.
[17] Post, iii. 462.
[18] Post, vi. xxii.
[19] Post, iv. 8, n. 3.
[20] Post, i. 489, 518.
[21] Post, iv. 223, n. 3.
[22] Post, i. 39, n. 1.
[23] Post, iii. 340, n. 2.
[24] Post, i. 103, n. 3.
[25] Post, i. 501.
[26] Post, iii. 443.
[27] Post, iii. 314.
[28] Post, iii. 449.
[29] Post, iii. 478.
[30] Post, iii. 459.
[31] Post, i. 189. n. 2.
[32] i. 296, n. 3.
[33] Post, vi. 289.
[34] Post, ii. 350.
[35] Post, iii. 137, n. 1; 389.
[36] Post, i. 14
[37] Post, i. 7-8
[38] Post, i. 14-15.
[39] Post, iv. 31, n. 3
[40] ii. 173-4.
[41] vol. ii. p. 47.
[42] Johnson's Works, ed. 1825, vol. v. p. 152.
[43] Johnson's Works, ed. 1825, vol. v. p. 152.
[44] See Post, ii. 35, 424-6, 441.
[45] See Post, iv. 422.
[46] Correspondence of Edmund Burke, ii. 425.
[47] To this interesting and accurate publication I am indebted for many valuable notes.
[48] Post, iii. 51, n. 3.
[49] Johnson's Works, ed. 1825, vol. iv. p. 446.
[50] Post, i. 331, n. 7.
[51] Johnson said of him:--'Sir Joshua Reynolds is the same all the year round;' post, March 28, 1776. Boswell elsewhere describes him as 'he who used to be looked upon as perhaps the most happy man in the world.' Letters of Boswell, p. 344.
[52] 'O noctes coenaeque Deum!' 'O joyous nights! delicious feasts! At which the gods might be my guests.